my holidays.

finished my exam on 12 december, which is my birthday.
had law exam on my birthday. well, its the worse paper i ever did.
i might pass? gonna pray hard that i can pass. T_T
I KNOWWW, i have to start earlier. i knoww. i regret already. stop making me feel guilty. T_T
actually no one make me feel guilty. i felt guilty myself. :( haihh.
i guess the other two paper i can pass? haih.
gotta start studying as soon as the semester starts already. :(
if not i will regret, again.
i've told myself that again and again since i went in college.
but i never study earlier.
guess when people fall, they only will regret?
but dont let me fall, pleasee? i will turn into a new leave. =/

after my exam, i practically went out everyday till my new sem starts on 21st of december. =/
its just one week of break kay? and i didnt go out like the whole day everyday.
just for afternoons or dinners with friends. just that. im not that wild. xD
well, i thinks that going out is bored. staying at home is bored either. :(
nothing satisfied me. nothing. :(

not to talk about that already. went out with schoolmates on thursday night.
james foo and then straits quay! its been so long i've not taken any picture. xD
on the left hand side, loving my hair. its soooooo long.
i guess is the longest i ever had? but the SADDEST part of it iss, i have cut my hair last week.
ITS BACK TO SHORT HAIR AGAIN!! not really short though, its shoulder length.
BUT I HATE ITTT!! I WANT BACK MY LONG HAIRRRRRRRRRRRR!! T_T
its just like 5 inch only? AND THAT TOOK LIKE ONE YEARRRRRRRR TO GROW!!
damn, thats SUPER DUPER LONG!
okay i know whats your next question, why did you cut? lol.
its because my mom kept nagging me that my hair are all over the floor.
she said that longer hair easier to drop. waste shampoo. these days super hot, why keep so long. this and that. kept nagging and nagging.
and my hair are full of split ends. so i decided to cut.
so now my hair is a shoulder length hair and i hate it a lot. seriously. :(
okay i should stop talking about my hair already. my heart ache. =(

and my new sem starts on 21st of december.
its just a week of holiday. my study break is much more longer than sem break.
one month vs. one week? this is sickening.
i need more days to rest!
and at the same time i dont wish to have more holidays.
its very bored when you have holidays, when you choose to slack at home and you got nothing to do.
one phrase. human being are hard to please. how true is it?
or is it me who's the one who are hard to please?
haihh.

and yeah, i went to gurney for countdown for christmas.
never been to gurney for any countdown before.
so i doesnt know how it is the years back then.
so this year i went.
quite a lot of people? and at the same time not that much of people. xD
so yeah. met a lot of friends there actually.
only me. ><
not my friends who went with me. lol!
went over to the bar. a new bar set up at the old secret recipe.
dont remember the name of the bar but who cares right?
was kinda mixed up feelings.
and yeah, i drank on that night.
im not sure whether im drunk or not.
i know what's happening and im very conscious.
but i couldnt walk straight. xD
so is it, im drunk or not? haha.
doesnt matter.
it was fun when we can catch up with friends.
crap. jokes, jokes and jokes.
i just cant live without them.
best gift to me by god, friends.

love,
meeichyi.